I’m crazy upset and hurt. I really don’t understand what’s been going on. I try my best to keep my faith and still hope, but it’s not appreciated. Trying to make a whole lot of time to text you something or call you when I’m dying to hear your voice, yet I just get ignored. I’m dying to hear your voice and maybe an explanation but I still don’t get anything. It hurts to see you, knowing that it ain’t the same between us anymore. Knowing that you completely forgot about me. It hurts to call you and after 20 calls, it still goes to voicemail. It hurts to text a heart felt text message, but nothing in return. It hurts to miss you because I know you aren’t missing me too. It hurts to remember everything, because it’s not the same. Everything fucking hurts.

Don’t you fucking understand? I fucking miss you.

It upsets me that you can’t see how much I’m trying, how hurt I am, and how much of a mess I am right now. It upsets me that I send you a bunch of texts and I know for a fact that you read them, yet I still don’t get anything back. It upsets me how you can be there, enjoying life, when I’m here, hating it. It upsets me that when I need you to remind me that you love me, you don’t.

I fucking miss you. I fucking love you. Can’t you understand that?

shirleychen:

wthellmichelle:

I find it extremely attractive when the guy I’m talking to tells off the girls who try to flirt with him instead of going with the flow and flirting back.

Seriously. This.